How the tides change!

Wow! Isn't it amazing how life changes? Just yesterday I was thinking how awesome life was how I just want to stay in that moment forever. God I wish I could go back there! Just one day I want to go back TWENTY FOUR HOURS! That's all I ask.

Errrr! I have my boyfriend calling me fat! I have my mother and father fighting over the fact I'm fat! I have a design and technology project due in 4 weeks! FOUR WEEKS! And of course I've basically done nothing. I knew it would take me at least 5 weeks to do the construction, another two to evaluate. And yet I have 4 weeks! Not even that! Like three and a half weeks and seeing I've got exams in two weeks that's like two weeks. I'm so over this shit.

I can't take it! I worried so much over modern that I ignored design and tech. Like how fucking stupid and I? I worried over a subject I'm going to drop over the one that's gonne pull me though at the end of the day. I can't believe how stupid I am!

And of course because my mothers a fucking whore who refuses to get the net at home I am unable to do the research for how to construct everything! Its fucked; seriously! I just want to crawl in a hole and die!

offically stressed out ; over it all ; and truely Lostintrasmission. xx