Maybe.

So, as I said yesterday. I fucked up. And well nothing seems to be working.

self pity, wanting him, wishing for time to turn around, talking, nothing. I just feel so shit, I've fucked up the best thing going atm and its killing me.

Faaark! If I've lost him I'm seriously gonna die. I love him so much! :(

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