hmmm

I wonder if anyone would notice if I stopped eating? I was watching skins and the other day, the ep in session four where the anorexic chick explains to that guy how she gets away with not eating and even with people watching her and I am now thinking if people would notice if I were to do that because I feel like that is the one thing that is holding me back. I am really hoping that next week when uni starts I can just do a million things all the time which will lead to extra calories being lost and just not eat, or I was also thinking of starting to take laxatives but I still slighting confused of how that actually works, maybe I'll go look that all up now. Lostintransmission.xx